6am, I’m still awake, it’s another all-nighter once again.

I’ll go take some pics today, this space is so fucking empty I can’t fucking stand it. But first, macbrekkie pancakes! If I can stay awake long enough to walk down, that is ….

Fuck my brain’s all mushy kthxbai

1. Dude where have you been? I miss you.

2. 24 hours a day is not enough. Not enough not enough I need more fucking time srsly

3. Sometimes I really wonder what the fuck I am doing because how the fuck does 24 hours pass by so fucking quickly? I’m barely done with work then BAM somehow the deadline is up and I’m hyperventilating my way to the end

4. I really need better time management.

Tonight I have to finish :

– A HTML email template
– Model hunt poster
– contact a coder
– call fucking GOOGLE cause they are really fucking up so fucking bad that it’s affected 4 of my fucking clients TSK

Okay fuck it I shall strive to complete these by today, then I just have 3 blogs and 3 more webstores then I am fucking DONE

On a side note, I placed an order for my iphone 5. Can’t fucking wait for 4G srsly /dead


F21 Cutout Back Shirt

F21 Sheer Zigzag Print Shirt

F21 Filigree Fringe Necklace

ASOS Vest With Cutout Back And Buttons

Dahlia Aztec Print Strappy Dress With Belt

Super love the Fringe Necklace and the Dahlia Aztec Dress! Dress was MOTHERF expensive but I had an extra 15% off sale items so whatever lah just whack! Wallet empty as fuckkkk!

Anyway, I have an extra ticket to BKK on the 12th of Dec and coming back on the 19th, my bf can’t make it to bkk cause of work stuff so if anyone is keen to take over, please text me at 96716946 ! Bought them at $240, letting go at $200 !

Okay that is all, almost finished quite a lot of my freelance I feel light already ^_ ^! OKAYTHXBAI

I love you but not quite enough to lose all my dignity and self worth just for you. You should be glad you’re attached to someone with almost NO self esteem issues whatsoever. I don’t feel ugly or fat, I don’t whine incessantly about being inadequate or mope around pathetically about aforementioned issues. So I don’t see why you can’t love me for who I am. Why must you keep forcing me to conform to what society deems attractive?? I don’t want to fucking lose weight la I’m fine with the way I am now stop fucking telling me I’m fucking fat you’re MAKING me feel worthless la ccb.

Before you came along with your nasty superficiality, I was completely fine with myself. Back then when I was a uk12-14 I was STILL fine with the way I looked. I lost a lot of weight due to the no-carb diet but it made me unhappy not eating carbs so I started to eat a little. Naturally I gained a little weight. SO FUCKING WHAT? It doesn’t make me fat what!? UK10 FUCKING FAT MEH? SIAO ONE LEH YOU WANT ME TO STARVE OR TURN BULIMIC / ANOREXIC OR SOME SHIT IZZIT ?? I DON’T WANT OR NEED OR EVEN FEEL THE NEED TO LOSE ANY MORE WEIGHT AND I WOULD THANK YOU KINDLY TO GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK ABOUT BEING THE THINNER VERSION OF MYSELF THAT YOU OBVIOUSLY THINK YOU DESERVE.

By 9pm today, all I had was a slice of cake and 3 glasses of milk. And still when I looked in the mirror I felt worthless and fat, all because you keep telling me that I’m fat. It makes me so fucking angry. I KNOW I’m not fat. I KNOW IT FOR A FACT. Yet for 48 hours after you spout your condescending crap about how I’m not skinny enough, I somehow feel that I am. I fucking hate it. I hate feeling this inadequacy. This is not who I fucking am. I am not the whiny bitch that yammers on and on about how shitty she feels just because of fuckers like you who have zero tact. Look what the fuck you’re turning me into.

I fucking refuse, you hear me? ENOUGH. If you cannot see yourself dating someone who’s not part of the stick-thin-asian stereotype, then just fucking leave. 20 years down the fucking road, I’m not going to be getting any thinner. So if you think I’m going to suffer through centuries of you yammering on about how I need to lose weight, then fuck you and fuck off. I don’t need this shit from you or from anyone else, for that matter. I love you enough to let your opinion matter and I don’t appreciate how you’re using it against me. So cut it out or seriously just get the fuck out of my life.


Zara Skull Shirt with cute little gold Skull-shaped buttons and studded collar & cuffs, Made Plaited Friendship Bracelet and yet another Gogo Philip Triangle Pendent cause’ I’d accidentally squished mine. Boyfriend told me to just bend it back which resulted in my snapping off one corner. Ace decision, obviously.

Ah okay watch out for the tonight’s launch at 8pm !

See y’all on the other side!

The Casios are here and they are freakin’ BAD ASS! I’m so tempted to keep like half LOL but I only have so much wrist space so cue the sad music. Also restored Eternity (the vintage watch with the Moon-shaped details) and another vintage gem. Not too sure when I’ll be launching, but it’d better be soon cause my bank account balance is dipping dangerously low.

On a side note it’s 11.27pm, my brain is wired on caffeine and Windows Down by Big Time Rush (on repeat, no less) , so here’s to another night of no sleep and tight deadlines

lol i am retarded please don’t judge me. Just dorking around before my brain collapses in on itself

Allocated 2 hours of my time today to take selling post pictures. But barely 1/8 through I just got fucking frustrated whenever I looked at the giant pile because it’s just such a huge amount of fucking clothes and I kept thinking FUCK THIS SHIT I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THIS I NEED TO DO MY FREELANCE and semi-panicking so fuck it I stopped halfway. Not even halfway la honestly ! Barely 1/4 through tops and there’s still a pile of dresses. I guess I’ll finish up when I’ve completed at least half my freenlance la I can’t fucking do this right now tsk!!

Every fucking part of my brain is just occupied by freelance issues, fuck man I can’t wait for bangkok in December. Really need a break ):<

But anyway left to right, row 1 then 2 then 3 :

1. Kitschen Knit Sweater in Rust + Black Huge Ass Clutch
2. Topshop Peplum in Green UK10 + Mock Croc Huge Ass Clutch
3. Brown Hugeass Clutch
4. Indiesin Gold Studded Collar Tank
5. F21 Floral Bustier Dress
6. Indiesin Silver Button-up Top
7. Newlook Equestrian Print Sheer Top in Maroon
8. Nastygal Half & Half Top
9. Zara Studded Shirt.

The Zara shirt is fucking nice pls ! The collar and cuffs are studded + the buttons are tiny little skulls! FUCKING NICE!

Aiya okay so those are the sneak peeks for now, will put up more once I’ve taken more pictures or when I’m a lot less cranky LOL.

Oh and this is the new Accessorize Bag from the last loot post! Super love itttt *swoons* ! Worn with Peplum Top & Panelled Knicker Shorts both from Topshop.

Fuckkk more work to do and tmr there are 40 parcels to be mailed gg balls good night ya’ll !

My new Apple Earpods! They’re 10x comfier than the usual earbuds. I tried them out once and I was completely sold. Bought one for my bf as well cause’ I’m an awesome girlfriend like that.

Some restocks and new arrivals up on Nakedglory! Oh and some true vintage ones:

And on one last side note, I’m thinking of holding a giveaway for Nakedglory since I haven’t done one in quite some time. These are two of the watches I’m considering as prizes cause’ they are fucking chio and they are fucking exclusive. Karma was sold out a long long time ago and this time it’s been fitted with dark red vintage straps that are in DAMN good condition, and the other one has a custom watch face. CUSTOM. No repeats ever again for it. It’s fitted with vintage orange-y brown straps. Mad. Chio.

Chio or what right??? Can’t decide which to sell, which to giveaway and which to keep. I AM LIKE FUCKING GREEDY LOL

Sorry for the absence, btw. I’ve been so fucking caught up in freelance that I barely have time for myself. Sleep at 4am, wake up at 1pm, work work work work til the early morning, fall asleep, wake up and the cycle repeats itself. My body clock is so fucked.

Also, selling post VERY soon, I promise! My fucking cupboard is so fucking full that I was almost buried in fabric when I opened my closet door lol. Fucking messy and full. Plus if I sell everything, I can buy more stuff. Which is totally not the point. Kinda. Okay fingers crossed I can squeeze out some time for the selling post :x ! Back to freelance now ttyl !

As you can see, have really been fucking up my low-carb diet recently. On a completely unashamed note, PLEASE fucking try Dominos pizza! I fucking love the Meatza to the fucking max please?! It’s like just fucking meat galore. That’s all it is lol. They have another one called the Meatasaurus but that one has mushrooms. More meat but in terms of flavour, the Meatza still wins. Try it with this new thing called Cheese Burst (doesn’t that already sound good?!). They basically stuff an entire layer of creamy cheese in your pizza base. It’s so fucking good leh MIND BLOWN MAX LOL

-end of food rave-

Went for a day trip to Batam for to do a little sourcing. The first picture is actually .. an ENTIRE shelf full of electronic fly swatters. In every fucking shape and size imaginable please LOL WTF?! And look at that!? They sell fried goods (fries/nuggets/fish fingers etc) BY THE SCOOP ! In supermarkets! I can’t fathom how that is in any fucking way sanitary but it was quite the eye-opener anyway lol.

But of course, no trip to Batam is complete without making your way down to A&W! I used to devour this during my childhood. Remember the waffles with the 2 fried sausages and the fried eggs? My siblings and I used to dip the sausage directly into the egg yolk T_T. The brand in Batam didn’t have that breakfast set but they did have just the plain waffles. Just as good as I remember T_T ! But if you’re dropping by, try to kope a small tub of maple syrup from macs cause the portion of syrup (it’s not even syrup, it’s honey) that they give is ridiculously small and basically not enough. They also had Chicken soup (??) which is pretty good! Had a shitload of carrots which were soft and yummy! Oh and that’s the Mozza burger. It’s basically a cheeseburger but they have like super crispy turkey-bacon in it. Not sure if it was cause’ I was hungry or what but I really really liked that burger mannnnn !

Oh and also, who is that evil person who asked me to do a loot post on formspring???? I stopped shopping for a week and when she asked me I was just like okay la maybe look look see see no harm mah right? WRONG!!!!!!! I spent $600 plus in total lol fuck laaaa self control out the door already fuck fuck shit fuck T_T

Aiya so anway :

Bought a lot of socks from F21 cause’ I’ve been wearing my boots a lot lately and cute socks makes me happy lol

More socks & this F21 Metallic Faux Leather Shorts. It’s a little out of my comfort zone lol but just wanted to try something new ;P

F21 Pleated Skort & F21 Destroyed Denim Shorts in Medium Wash (just cause it was on sale lol $8.90 USD nia!?)

F21 Solid Trouser Shorts in Black & Navy

ASOS Polo Shirt With All Over Print

ASOS Shirt With Geo Print

Printed shirts for my bf~

Made Plaited Friendship Bracelet & ASOS Laptop Case With Metal Bar in Black

ASOS Mini Dress With Grecian Detail in Navy

Gonna chop this up into a top again, love the little cutout details :D

Accessorize Dark Red Duffle Bag

Super love thissss ! Decided not to get this the last time I saw it cause’ I wanted to save money. But it stayed in my head for the next two days so I went down to get it anyway but it had completely sold out @_@!! So hunted it down on the UK Accessorize website, sent to link to customer service on the Accessorize facebk page and they found it for me T_T ! So happyyyyyy :D :D :D !

Okay that is all, going to reply all emails and check all payments tonight, do give me some time to reply (: