30 Jul He said, she said.
“People say to me ‘You’ve changed,’ and I say ‘Haven’t you?’ People change, it’s just life.”
– Jake Bugg
He told me that I’m changing into a worse person. Am I? I feel like I’m running forward while he takes little baby steps; a rabbit outrunning a turtle. But this isn’t a race, it’s heading towards a destination, my hand in yours and yours in mine. Am I leaning too far back? Are you reaching too far? Why aren’t we proceeding at the same pace? The worst question of all – what if our destinations aren’t the same? I love you with all my tiny rabbit heart but I don’t know if it’s enough anymore.